| Location | Johannesburg |
| Age | 37 years |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 10/06/1971 |
| Date of Death | 23/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,278 since 17/02/2009 |
| Creator |
In memory of my husband and our father..........
We never said goodbye and I never held you one last time
I have loved you always,
You said that we would grow old together....
How was I to know that you were leaving so soon?
The kids miss you terribly, they talk about you often
They only wish you could come back and make everything OK again
Sometimes I forget that you are gone
And I smile from within 'cos I know you are going to walk thru' that door
And suddenly I realise that you are not coming back
And I am filled with emptiness and sorrow
If I could go back to that week and live every second again
I would hold you close and never let go
'Cos if someday you had to go again
I would follow too......
Missing you and hope to see you soon.
Anisa - 24.7.365.
Eid Mubarak
Slms Jaan
Eid Mubarak.......please make maaf for all my mistakes and stupid decisions......I learned the hard way and I pray that you are not upset with me.....just heard sumthing I never thought would happen.......why GOD why me.....stop please.......help me jaan.......
40 today
To my husband, my luv, my life - today you are 40, I wish you were still with us.....I miss u soooo much.....u broke my heart into a million pieces when you left and it will NEVER be the same again.......I LOVE YOU IMRAN & you will stay in my heart and my memories forever.......till we meet again......24.7.365......
Hello
Hey baby
I have some good news but I know that you knew this before me...........I bought a mini cooper..........crazy huh.........the kids are so excited........Adi keeps the keys 24/7......even when I drop him off at creche he holds onto it......I need to ask if I can please borrow his car so I can get to work and then he hands over the keys........he wants to start driving now..........lol........
I'm driving down next week, just me and Adi.......we are gonna follow Sholan but I'm still a bit nervous........never drove down before........6 hours is a long time but I know u will be beside me.......just wish u were driving though........Adi is going to stay down for a month........he will be back in May.........Miki is loving school in Dbn.......she seems so much happier........but I miss her terribly and would NEVER admit it to her cos' I wouldn't want her to feel guilty about leaving me alone with Adi.......I'm just happy that she is happy.......I will do ANYTHING for our children love as long as they are happy........
There are a lot of issues with work right now and I just pray that whatever happens, it would be for my benefit.......can't take anymore heartache and setbacks.......just want positive things to happen in my life........if I can't have you then let me have EVERYTHING else.........no compromises.........don't u think luv........I love you and will miss you until time stands still........
24.7.365........
I MISS YOU SO MUCH :(
Waiting at the Door
I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand
It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops
But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled
I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door
24.7.365
Happy Valentines Day
Hey jaan.......I was going thru' all our stuff last night and found our cards, (birthday,anniversary,valentines,mother/father's day......) and I realised that I will NEVER get a card from you again........NOTHING......I guess it's true when they say that you never know what you have until you lose it.......I love you sooo much my angel......I just wish you were here.......
Mishkah is schooling in Dbn now and Adi is driving me crazy.......literally......I told him that I am going to send him to the homes.......that scares him enough for me to have a breather then he starts all over again.......it's not fair.......you were supposed to be here running after him.......everyone says he is your twin........oh I agree........he is only 3 but I can't wait for him to grow.........hopefully he calms down soon.......
Haven't dreamt of you lately......I miss the special moments we share......please come back.......I put a tattoo at the back of my neck.......it's for you baby.......a rose with your name on it.....I always had you in my heart and now I have you imprinted on my body........no matter where this road leads me you will always be my love, my life, my soulmate........and when I get to heaven we will be together again....... forever and always.......
I LOVE YOU
The Year before Last
by Unknown
The holiday season is approaching,
and with it comes the New Year.
Although for me time passes slowly,
New Year's Day will ring in quickly.
I dread this New Year's Day
because they will look at me
in a terribly strange way
when I get misty-eyed,
and talk about something you had done.
After you first left me,
they reasoned when I cried,
"He's only been gone a few months."
And I would catch that look of
understanding in their eyes,
and found some comfort that they knew.
But on last New Year's Day,
my first thought upon awakening was,
Oh God, my husband died two years ago,
not just a few months ago, not even this year,
He will never live in this year.
They didn't understand, they didn't reason,
that each year, for me, the loss is still there.
They thought, "It happened two years ago,
so long ago, why she still cries?"
I could see it in their eyes.
This New Year's Day, will it be different?
Will my first thought upon awakening be,
Oh God, my husband died three years ago,
not a few months ago, not this year or even last year,
He will never live in this year.
Will they even listen, should I not look them
in the eyes, for fear that I shall see,
"Why is she still crying? It happened so long ago.
It was THREE years ago!."
Those words that we use
to describe the passage of time,
a few months, this year,
last year, the year before last.
They don't know that time stands still for me.
Will they understand that's why I cry?
Don't they know my husband just died ...
THREE years ago…and I miss him so!
I miss you so.........24.7.365
13 Today
Hey Jaan
It's our 13th Wedding Anniversary today.........
What can I say ?
I miss you like crazy, I love you forever & always........and although death will keep us apart for now, I will see you soon......
I'm leaving for Cape Town today.......I'm going back after 8 years......it's a bittersweet feeling.......and I'm also terrified.......I don't know why but I'm just feeling very uneasy about this whole trip.......I also hired a car and will be driving around alone so maybe it's just my nerves acting up again......but whatever it is I hope it disappears soon cos' I need to focus.......
Our kids are in Dbn and enjoying themselves.......I wish things were better for Mishkah though.......it's nerve-wrecking doing all of this on my own.....I just need your guidance and support......I thought I was strong but I think I'm failing......I also want to give up......how much more can I take........it supposed to get better luv.......how many more tests do I go thru', how much heartache do I endure......things were supposed to get better but it seems as if we are on a rollercoaster........
I love you jaan and I will never stop missing you......
24.7.365
Missing you
Hey baby
Time was never on our side to do the things other people take for granted.......I wish you were still with us every second of everyday........
I'm sure you know what's going on right now and I wish you were here to help me sort it out...........but then again if you were here then I wouldn't be in this situation with Miki.........she needs you sooooo much and I am really worried about her and her future.........she doesn't care anymore and has given up on everything.......like Kim said........there is a completely different person under that shell and I don't know if she is ever gonna come out again........if only you were still here..........
Adi is still his naughty lil' self but now he also has an attitude and a temper.........he said to me last night "Imran is my daddy" and I know you would have loved to hear that.........I remember how excited you used to get when Mishkah used to be all over you when she was Aadhil's age and you would hold her tight and say "who loves you more than daddy, nobody".........they need you jaan, I need you ............it is torture without you.........dreamt of you last night........you were coming back to us........if only dreams came true again............
I LOVE YOU........24.7.365
hello
Hello,
How are you? i hope all is well with you, i hope you may not know me, and i don't know who you are, My Name is Miss cyentha khalifa i am just broswing now i just saw your profle (www.gonetoosoon.org) it seams like some thing touches me all over my body, i started having some feelings in me which i have never experience in me before, so i became interested in you, l will also like to know you the more,and l want you to send an email to my email address(cyenthakhalifa22@yahoo.com) so l can give you my picture for you to know whom l am. I believe we can move from here!I am waiting for your mail to my email address above. (Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life)
miss cyentha.khalifa (cyenthakhalifa22@yahoo.com)
I LOVE YOU
Hi there my love............
Sorry I haven't been here lately, I still do not have a computer after my laptop was stolen, but I hope to get one soon...........I missed you and I hope you missed me to.........
I hope you liked the flowers we brought you on your birthday........and also the tree which daddy planted........the kids were back there on Father's day and it breaks my heart to know that we will never see you in person or wish you on special occasions......WE MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH
Had so many dreams of you and Hoosein lately.........dreamt that we had a beautiful house high up on the mountain overlooking a waterfall and we were soooo happy and we also told Fathima and Hoosein that we were glad they were with us sharing our happiness.........if only the dreams were real.........
Bibi invited us for Tasneem's wedding, can't believe how she has grown.......and as you know the wedding is in Cape Town so it will be bittersweet going back to a place we once called home........remember you and I promised to go back for a holiday, if only........
The World Cup is on our doorstep and although we are not avid supporters we were still excited about this once in a lifetime event.........it's amazing how things change in a matter of seconds yet the world still goes around and life carries on.........it's only the grieving who are at a standstill but pretend to be fine in front of everyone..........I only wish I didn't have to learn a lesson this way........why couldn't I learn a lesson from someone else's death and not your's.........
The kids come back home next week from their holiday but it is sooooo cold here I pray they do not get sick again........
I love you my angel and I hope to see you soon.........
24.7.365.
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